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Misao's Diary
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Dear Diary,

It's been a week since Duo's near-death incident. I'm not even sure how I'm able to write, Diary, because I am trembling with anger. The fear of losing him has vanished as I heard that he is awake now. I am not allowed to see him, Diary. I am not allowed to see the love of my life and see for myself how he is doing.

Miss Yumi comes in once a while to give me my medicine, it calms me down. This past week, she's been giving me every detail about him and I thank her so much for it. Friday, she came in beaming in joy; Duo had woken up! You have no idea how happy it made me to hear that, Diary. But it also saddened me for when I asked to go see him, Yumi told me that I couldn't. She said I knew I couldn't....

I think I scared her away for life, Diary. I threw the biggest tantrum ever, she had to call the guards to hold me down to give me my shots. I'm not well, she says. Those shots and pills put me to sleep for so long, I think I hibernate.

So yeah, Diary. Here I am, writing my last journal entry in C.A.H. I'm supposed to be leaving school tomorrow morning. Aoshi's picking me up. I haven't said bye to none of my friends and I'm not going to. I don't want people sad over me. So around 4 or 5 in the morning, Aoshi's coming and taking me home for good.

All I want Diary...is for someone to tell Duo that I love him. And someone to kick Milady in the stomach.

I'm super sleepy, Diary, I just took the pills and it's taking effect. Tomorrow night, I'll be writing from my bedroom in Tokyo.

Night.

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Re: Misao's Diary
« Reply #1 on Feb 9, 2006, 9:13pm »

I wrote this wack ass song...I think it's stupid. Since I promised Ash I'd write him lyrics, I wrote it in a guy perspective...I'm in my mood again, diary.

All I have for now is this:

Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."

I also got this crazy line in my head.....

Up the stairs
The station where
The act becomes the
Art of growing up

Think he'll like it?

ooc: Song is by Brand New and it's called Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades, it's not mine whatsoever lol

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Re: Misao's Diary
« Reply #2 on Jun 4, 2006, 12:22am »

Another night, diary. Another sleepless night. Not because of stress or concern, no, nothing like that. I'm just restless. So many things, so many trivial things passing through my mind. Happy thoughts, a lot of them. Sometimes reality is so much better than dreaming. I've also got a song stuck in my head, I've got a beat for the chorus...I think...I'll write it down before I forget it!

There's a lit cigarette....in the hand of my new angel
she's blowing smoke like halos and now everybody wants her
but I shouldn't even bother
cuz you made me so complete dear
but you left me so alone here
Hang a noose for my new sinner somewhere everyone can see you....

Won't you beg me and then tell me how to love you
like anybody else would
I know you're risking failure (risking failure)
Go run for cover (for how long), you better to start to love her
so much you're moving on and on

Now there's a whole wide world...that wants to know
have cheap hotels lost their turn-on?
She's bathing in the neon and she's polluting all the airways while I'm passed out in the hallway
and you left me so in love here, you left with so much hate dear
was I creating only chaos --- this world lives just fine without us....won't you

and then i'd add the chorus here

and then a bridge and um...i dunno!! god my head hurts, I'm gonna go sleep. Really, no more staying up!

ooc: "Beg" by EVANS BLUE. Awesome band, you'll like the song.

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